ferris wheel
i will take you up on this ferris wheel
so that i can how you the world from a different view
show you what its like
to be up there on the wheel
just both of us,
me and you,
staring down from the ferris wheel
holding you in my arms
[E]very [M]oment [I]'m [L]oving [Y]ou
My Timeless Entries
Sunday, January 4, 2009
I realised
finally i am blogging again.This time, its no longer the same. I had left someone i loved heart broken.I regained freedom..please ask me if i had enjoy this freedom.Really i dunt know how to answer your questions.I feel different, i changed.
Its me. I let her down.I really dunt know..it still aches when i think about it.
Never had been better. Seriously i dunt deserve any things good.
The person that i used to be..it just disappear.I am a totally FUCKED-UP.
Dreams are fucked up.. WHAT DO I REALLY WANT? i may have said easily i wanna go back studies.But is that really what i want? i dunt want to look back and regret the decision i made.
Just like this mistake i had done.A small little heart that was mend by me, yet again shattered by the same person who mend it.
I am totally inperfect.One day i will definately look back and i am sure that i would have loads of regrets.
If life was that easy.
Maybe i should just disappear for now.
Monday, November 24, 2008
long
it has been long long since i blog..many things happen after my hk trip.My views changed..but then ppl do grow up..although not as before..i hope you are changing for your own good.I might be a Arsehole for doing tat.But still i am just like a wild horse.Nothing can stop me.. I am sorry..Everything changes..no one wait for no one....
Forget it..
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
sale figure
decline in sale figures..i need loads of sales..LOL.Oh i discovered some secrets!Some staffs in the company turns out to be some meanie bloody backstabbers..talking bad about ppl aint right.But its okay..for thou who havent seen thru how they behave..Jealousy i could say make ppl turn against each other.Ok i have bad PR skills..LOL what about you? Bitching around is good PR skills? alright its okay.. i know who you are! hahahaha..
Thursday, October 23, 2008
RECORD SETTING
I have broken a new record for staying at home for 528 Hrs!It was a defy record breaking..i didnt step out of the house for 11 days.11 days..i couldnt believe it too..thanks to the chicken pox..Luckily it was discovered befor emy trip to Hk.Sweet have been taking care of me and my mum too.Thanks to both my loved ones , i have recovered.Would definately like to step outdoor if possible.Basically i discovered when your home alone..its boring..how i wish i could go back work.Things are quite bad as i heard.Sales aint picking up.Might be the recent downturn of the banks and private sectors.Jobs will decrease as the market is smaller.But to what i think Construction and R&D sector will not be really affected.Tourism sector might be booming but not in this earlier part of the new year..
Alright enough of talk..comments will be mistaken as rumours..
Finally saw sweet today, JIA YOU for your test tml..
HEHE..
Lets go eat tml!
All the yummy yummy food.
Monday, October 13, 2008
i am a red dottie monster
arh..i am down with chicken pox.it hurt and affecting me badly..damn..the doc gave 14 days mc!First time i gotten such a long MC..but i could nt go work..which is a sad thing..hope i can get better soon..sweet have been coming over and take care of me..or i take care of her?LOL.She will cook for me .. :X some days..LOL..Let me go rest first..Thanks sweet.With love
Sunday, September 28, 2008
weeding time
hey, i havent been blogging.have been busy at most time.was taken down by flu and cough recently just recovered with occasional coughs.gotten my f1 ticket.but not keen in that.i still prefer money rather den anything else..haha.mayb i became more money-minded.i think i should.Went Double 0 last night with sweet after attending her grandma birthday dinner..right now i am watching the F1 race on tv..haha..F1 in singapore..would it be a disaster? LOL..oh bought a bakerzin cake for her grandma..erm..thing have been fast paced for me..my sales definately unpredictable..39 sales from date till now..3 more to break the company record..pressure is there.but i know i can set one new record this year.My name will stay on the board on the company.LOL.Pay is fast paced for me as well.its hard to imagine i am earn this amount of money when i am still 21.Well its definately a very good experience for me..i must go on and smash those bloody backstabbers in office and show them what is quality and class above all..sweet is do fine as well in studies and working..hope everything maintain as usual..oh oh i almost missed out..i had highlighted my hair with red color..freaking red..i think i look cool in that color compared to brown or gold.Vroom vroom once against i am off in my F1 Machine at 4000km/hr. catch me if you can?
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
i m finally blogging after decade of rotting
finally u see me blogging after 2weeks.now i m using my mobile to blog.this past two week have ben pretty exciting.gotten my most wanted item.my samsung omnia.costed me a bomb with contract further more.700 bucks with 2year plan.well it worth it as i worked hard and deserve it as a reward.treated my parent to a nice expensive dinner at long beach@ imm.it actually the first time i bought my whole family out for dinner n my parent need nt pay a single cent for dinner.i felt good,wish i could do this often.lettin my parent enjoy life after what they ave been thru.my sweet was there as well.things are going fine in the family.work life are stressful but i still get the kick from being top sale for 5mths.its hard maintaining result but i have gotten attention of my superior.well as well as more jealousy from some colleague.but then it cant be avoided.ppl will get you down when u are high up above them.i need a break with sweet soon.miss her so much.and sweet i m sorry abt last night.i knew how anxious u was.how much u care for me.love you alway.i might b busy but you are alway in my mind.i m still working hard, for the first100k i will earn.things may change but some thing nv..i shall end here..
