A picture of us on the ferris wheel

I realised

2009-01-04T04:44:00.002+08:00

finally i am blogging again.This time, its no longer the same. I had left someone i loved heart broken.I regained freedom..please ask me if i had enjoy this freedom.Really i dunt know how to answer your questions.I feel different, i changed.

Its me. I let her down.I really dunt know..it still aches when i think about it.
Never had been better. Seriously i dunt deserve any things good.

The person that i used to be..it just disappear.I am a totally FUCKED-UP.
Dreams are fucked up.. WHAT DO I REALLY WANT? i may have said easily i wanna go back studies.But is that really what i want? i dunt want to look back and regret the decision i made.

Just like this mistake i had done.A small little heart that was mend by me, yet again shattered by the same person who mend it.

I am totally inperfect.One day i will definately look back and i am sure that i would have loads of regrets.

If life was that easy.

Maybe i should just disappear for now.

long

2008-11-24T22:01:00.002+08:00

it has been long long since i blog..many things happen after my hk trip.My views changed..but then ppl do grow up..although not as before..i hope you are changing for your own good.I might be a Arsehole for doing tat.But still i am just like a wild horse.Nothing can stop me.. I am sorry..Everything changes..no one wait for no one....

Forget it..

sale figure

2008-10-28T21:10:00.002+08:00

decline in sale figures..i need loads of sales..LOL.Oh i discovered some secrets!Some staffs in the company turns out to be some meanie bloody backstabbers..talking bad about ppl aint right.But its okay..for thou who havent seen thru how they behave..Jealousy i could say make ppl turn against each other.Ok i have bad PR skills..LOL what about you? Bitching around is good PR skills? alright its okay.. i know who you are! hahahaha..

RECORD SETTING

2008-10-23T22:28:00.002+08:00

I have broken a new record for staying at home for 528 Hrs!It was a defy record breaking..i didnt step out of the house for 11 days.11 days..i couldnt believe it too..thanks to the chicken pox..Luckily it was discovered befor emy trip to Hk.Sweet have been taking care of me and my mum too.Thanks to both my loved ones , i have recovered.Would definately like to step outdoor if possible.Basically i discovered when your home alone..its boring..how i wish i could go back work.Things are quite bad as i heard.Sales aint picking up.Might be the recent downturn of the banks and private sectors.Jobs will decrease as the market is smaller.But to what i think Construction and R&D sector will not be really affected.Tourism sector might be booming but not in this earlier part of the new year..

Alright enough of talk..comments will be mistaken as rumours..

Finally saw sweet today, JIA YOU for your test tml..
HEHE..
Lets go eat tml!

All the yummy yummy food.

i am a red dottie monster

2008-10-13T22:44:00.001+08:00

arh..i am down with chicken pox.it hurt and affecting me badly..damn..the doc gave 14 days mc!First time i gotten such a long MC..but i could nt go work..which is a sad thing..hope i can get better soon..sweet have been coming over and take care of me..or i take care of her?LOL.She will cook for me .. :X some days..LOL..Let me go rest first..Thanks sweet.With love

weeding time

2008-09-28T19:37:00.002+08:00

hey, i havent been blogging.have been busy at most time.was taken down by flu and cough recently just recovered with occasional coughs.gotten my f1 ticket.but not keen in that.i still prefer money rather den anything else..haha.mayb i became more money-minded.i think i should.Went Double 0 last night with sweet after attending her grandma birthday dinner..right now i am watching the F1 race on tv..haha..F1 in singapore..would it be a disaster? LOL..oh bought a bakerzin cake for her grandma..erm..thing have been fast paced for me..my sales definately unpredictable..39 sales from date till now..3 more to break the company record..pressure is there.but i know i can set one new record this year.My name will stay on the board on the company.LOL.Pay is fast paced for me as well.its hard to imagine i am earn this amount of money when i am still 21.Well its definately a very good experience for me..i must go on and smash those bloody backstabbers in office and show them what is quality and class above all..sweet is do fine as well in studies and working..hope everything maintain as usual..oh oh i almost missed out..i had highlighted my hair with red color..freaking red..i think i look cool in that color compared to brown or gold.Vroom vroom once against i am off in my F1 Machine at 4000km/hr. catch me if you can?

i m finally blogging after decade of rotting

2008-09-03T20:36:00.002+08:00

finally u see me blogging after 2weeks.now i m using my mobile to blog.this past two week have ben pretty exciting.gotten my most wanted item.my samsung omnia.costed me a bomb with contract further more.700 bucks with 2year plan.well it worth it as i worked hard and deserve it as a reward.treated my parent to a nice expensive dinner at long beach@ imm.it actually the first time i bought my whole family out for dinner n my parent need nt pay a single cent for dinner.i felt good,wish i could do this often.lettin my parent enjoy life after what they ave been thru.my sweet was there as well.things are going fine in the family.work life are stressful but i still get the kick from being top sale for 5mths.its hard maintaining result but i have gotten attention of my superior.well as well as more jealousy from some colleague.but then it cant be avoided.ppl will get you down when u are high up above them.i need a break with sweet soon.miss her so much.and sweet i m sorry abt last night.i knew how anxious u was.how much u care for me.love you alway.i might b busy but you are alway in my mind.i m still working hard, for the first100k i will earn.things may change but some thing nv..i shall end here..

Yupee

2008-08-17T22:17:00.002+08:00

I done it again..the black horse.sales is picking up..i dunt wanna let down myself and the hard work i have done.Hehe..Friday met my campmate and we went out for drinks dunt know its william birthday until i met them..have been so long..seen lta poon as well.Lol..enjoyed myself that night.Went home about 3 plus that night.Sweet was waiting for me sat we went to have swensen! our chili Fish spagg! slurp slurp..i have been NOT running these few day..even today!! die! haha. but after that we went to catch a movie.A journey to the centre of the world.I like the show..the scene were breath taking..wondering if there is really a world like that..and after we had dinner with sweet parent.Delicious but expensive ..lol..sunday was lazing at hm with sweet..watched the singapore VS china table tennis.Well done singapore , you tried but still not enough ..lala. I am the best..

Sweet i hope you like the ezlink i gotten you.Muack
Love you load..alway

things we must treasure

2008-08-10T19:50:00.002+08:00

Friday came as usually.Sat as well..met sweet at PS for movies! when i said movies mean 2 show in a day..THE MUMMY & MONEY NOT ENOUGH..Thriller and sentimential comedy.We had japanese food before the movie.delicious jap food.yummy.then after all the movies end we headed to holland V for swensen! I M SO GOING TO SWENSEN! had chilli fish pasta with calarmari and top of with STICKY CHEWY ICECREAM with sweet..mind mind..we are gaining weight

after that we went home for the day.Sunday arrived as normal , my mum didnt bought breakfast for me..headed to westmall for lunch..lol..and head back home after..spending time with sweet was what i like doing..love you sweet..all the things you are doin..how cute you are.. i will nv forget you sweet,my love.

i like the way

2008-08-03T21:39:00.002+08:00

Friday was a half day for me..went to my company gala dinner.there is a first time for all.With my newly bought suit and tie. I went out in my best..entertaining my client.Which i seal the deal @ 20 k ..lol.Next we couldnt catcha the mummy on sat neither money not enough too.went to eat at billy bomber instead..argh..i need to catch the movie with sweet soon.Promise me u wouldnt walk off like tis again. Went home and had some booze before falling to slp..had plans to actually watch movie but i had overslpt again.lol.mum made bee hoon for us for lunch or breakfast?lol its okay..we can watch movies nxt week okay?now i am watching intial D..argh..tml is monday blues again..yawn yawn.its alright more sale for me pls.. :p

i will be standing here.
unless you walk away from me.
Remember your promises to me

Ponder

2008-07-27T23:25:00.002+08:00

One enemy is not the enemy itself, its himself. If he can go past himself, nothing is obstacles..
Friday arrived sooner then i expected.Had loads of ideas going thru my mind, no one seems to be listening.Work dont seems to go well, dunt wish to talk about it.Its just the same old person that touch my raw nerve.seen the dark knight on sat..had sushi on sat. things happen to fast for me..i seem to be getting slow each day.. Just ended a conversation with sweet..i dunt know what happen..we seems to be quarreling everytime we are together. This is the feeling i hate most..she just cut the line off me and there is no responses from her mobile and msn.Why does she do this to me? communication dunt works>? This stress me even more..she dunt seem to trust me after that incident. I feel hurt. One white lies -- > eternal damage done to a loved one.

i should have been shot ten time and left to bled.
but den again my heart is bleeding even before shooting starts.
i lost it all the trust i been building in her heart.

all the things i had done.

I LOST IT ALL.

Chalet

2008-07-20T22:37:00.002+08:00

Went Chalet on sat afternoon..sweet came over to my home first and we prepare to set off with my mum to PA holidat inn..a super LK place..haha..when we reach that place..i finally saw my long lost cousin..! and his wife..they are definately doing well..abit chubby..lol..i think they are having lots of good food there..lol..Went there to cycle with my sweet..took a 15 min to warm up..she finally know how to cycle..this was the first time we cycle together..Had loads of fun..no BBQ as it was raining..! we had curry and bee hoon.and chicken..and chocolate..and keropok! after that we walked ard the park and heard nature symphony! Frog croaking..i croak croak here..you croak croak there..here croak there croak..everywhere croack croak. lOL..i shall upload a sound clip soon..went home with bro and sweet..Today we went swensen to had ice cream ..sinful and deadly..lol.. tml i need to burn my carlories! finally its gonna be monday sooonn..My my monday blues...

Sweet i hope u like the carebear i got for u.Love u loads..

its time to blog..

2008-07-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

Finally its friday..i have to cut down on shopping..went out with sweet after her work..I had seen DR khoo for my face..and his med is working GOOD! i love my face then ever..call me a vain pot but i dun mind. Hehe..For i know i am looking Great! After chalking up the huge bill of 325 buck on my NOW UOB card. We went to eat aijisen again..Realised i need alot of monthly dose of food..which i think i have to cut down alot..Carl Jr ..aijisen..thai express..i just saw my bill on my debit card..i spend 395 buck on food from all this restaurants! And i have started my usual regime of taking weights..20 kg. :p Great arms ..big strong arm.. my target. Need a 6 abs and nice chest ..with even tone arms..that all i need.. i think i side tracked abit..Anyway its time to cut down on those food for now..and save up a pool of money..after that we went dinner with sweet family! total 11 ppl in sushi tel @ holland V ..total bill 245! holy.. and after that they had ice cream at swensen for 85 buck....Wow..that what i called sinful.. lol..Anyway..today went westmall to have pasta mania! o h m y g o d i just ate good food again..lol..just went for a run..so after all not sinful..hehe. take a lean back.

i saw things that are worth fighting for.
And i stand stronger each month. For they are not worthy even to be my enemy.

how i love my sweet
how I miss my sweet..

No matter what leaving will nv be an option
For me to leave u behind

Karma

2008-07-06T23:07:00.003+08:00

What goes ard comes ard.Compeition is all ard.I am the strongest what u have done dunt hurt me BItch. for i am still standing tall. And I have been a good boy/man.Oh i miss my sweet.Went Dbl O with my colleagues to celebrate eileen oh birthday.And saw my camp mate there.I guess all are related and link.saw other "familiar" faces.lol Went to have a new hair cut at superCut at cine ..Damn ex..and it was recommanded by sweet..the stylist is gay..i can tell..of cause Haha..I had bought new agnes B shirt..Damn costly but worth it..Cause sweet got one too..blow over few hundred within 1 week..haha , its time to save up.Sweet is goin to my family chalet , and we are going to wear the same shirt together on that day..Oh ya..i hope you know i love you..things are definately getting better.And no matter who cant replace u..In My Heart.

I wanna hold your hands...
i wanna hold your hands...

**Trust**

Genting trip

2008-06-29T23:05:00.002+08:00

Was actually going to genting , but end up only mummy going..her birthday on 28th june..planning to celebrate with her but nvm..gave her 100 to spend at Genting.Happy birthday mum. Hehe..ya..things has been rough for me and sweet..Had our share of fights and tussles, but we are still together and strong..no matter what i still love my sweet..Had dinner with sweet's parent at DIAN XIAO ER.yummy..So full. after that went to sweet house for awhile..Hehe.today i had Carl Jnr again.i need my monthly dose of carl jnr..guess i would be putting up weight! argh! Any way i got a new zara shirt again.Sales or no sale is the same..price only 20 dollar different only! yuck..but the shirt is nice la..dun mind paying..and My BIG FAT PAY is here..3.8k in total. Got lots of things to get.but decided to save them up first.My GST credits are nearing too! 2 more day..400BUCK! hehe.. finally its sunday..time for monday..and my mum is not home yet..waiting ..

Never doubt my love.
Let me take your hand.
Looking into your eyes.

You do know i love you.

SAT THE DAY

2008-06-22T18:17:00.002+08:00

sat the day which i need to return to office and work.Early in the morning 8.55am i got locked outside the office,till 9.30am only then the door was open.After work i went to meet sweet for her bestie gathering..A lousy one indeed.paid 24 buck for both..after that we headed to aijisen for brunch..headed back home for a rest..before MOS! Sweet bestie were there too.Which makes things quite... nvm.Headed back home at 3 am after which my room appeared to have a bug.which scared sweet out..morning finally arrived.had nasi lemak for lunch and honey! Yummy..now i am rotting and lazing at hm. zzz.

Love u sweet and i alway do..
assurance is alway give.

Confirmation

2008-06-15T22:00:00.002+08:00

I got my confirmation on friday..finally i am with JOBSDB. : P increase in pay and i getting the perks which all staff are getting. And i am looking forward to my pay! I hope i can go to KL next week to buy some stuff with my relative.but yet i hope i need not go.As my sweet will not get to see me ..<<>>friday i got myself a rubic cube .. fun yet making me pissed off. alright i am getting monday blues now..Yawn..whipped up lunch for sweet and myself today. Oh i watched the hulk on sat..Pretty cool show..Next on watch list..Kungfu panda,get smart, shaolin girl,wanted....the list goes on.. aright time for cake , happy father day dad..a nice cake for you..hope u like it.. And to my sweet..You are the sweetest thing that happen to me.

TGIF

2008-06-08T22:48:00.002+08:00

Friday finally came and left.Today is finally SUN night..officially MONDAY blue starting. Friday was resting at hm..even mum was shock why i had return home to have dinner instead of eating out with sweet. Well i slpt to the late afternoon, enjoying every moment i could on my bed.And luckily i made it to Dr Khoo Clinic for my skin.Gosh 1 appointment that caused me 251buck after swiping my new card. :( Went to collect vouchers for sweet mum after that we headed to Marina Sq for lunch..Had 2 bowl of rice with beef and chicken set..my favourite food at Marina Sq..I am drooling now recalling the taste.After finishing lunch , we did some window shopping. And took home Carl Jr for dinner!! OMG talking abt carl jr, I need my weekly dose of it every week! I am hooked up for SUPER STAR with the cheese beef fries! ARGH...I need them now..sweet has been practically attracted to it since i introduce her the burger! Delicious burger that is bigger then your face. No more sitting ard parent with kids screaming for their shares of fries and coke! Bump!its a much classy place to have your burger.Anyway sent sweet home after having dinner..And TODAY which i wasted my time by lazing ard doing nothing.unproductive day = watching tv for over 8 hr. Eating dumplings. and i got homemade barley! My all time favourites..Yummy yummy. And now its 11pm, still on the phone with sweet while bloggin away.After viewing her blog ..i decided to stop waiting for sweet to blog. As her blog look isolated without updating.

I need more money!! I am looking forward to next mth pay day! but den its just pay day recently! 3 more weeks to go.. :(

Its does'nt matter wherethe its eternity or forever. All i want is to be with you.

wonder how life after death

2008-06-01T21:01:00.002+08:00

went tru fair share of quarrel with sweet..its just part of parcel of life.i nv did blame her..No one is perfect ..for i accepted her for she is..I love her..i want understanding..Friday finally arrived met sihan for a while before sweet stayed over..sat we went to vivo with the mind of catching Narnia : The Prince of Caspian..Wierd name..The prince of Dabian sound so much nicer LOL but didnt manage to catch any as the slots are all fully booked!Went on a shopping spree man..cant believe i bought 2 shirts one from ZARA and from TOPSHOP..meet darren with his gf and weihua with his gf at orchard.Bought a pair of shoes from pedro as well .Sweet got her Mango shirt as well..and a bebe shirt without me!! :( .Lugging all the stuff home..after sending sweet home..Slpt late in on sunday morning..met Kok hou and guys for a small meetup.had mac for lunch..I feeling the Monday Blues! :( How i wish she was here now..

time for blog

2008-05-26T22:16:00.002+08:00

kept thinking in my mind.Ppl take things for granted Ppl dun treasure those ard..only when thing start to go missing.they go crying.I have nv been so high in morale before.i have been making goals to myself.Breaking all the barrier , it was hard. I bit my lips ,wipe my sweat and i made it.I cant say it was something great but its still makes me feel good. This week I weep to the sight of disaster.Tears cant help..Money..i dunt know..maybe it can.

Just when everything seem fine..A storm will be brewing..i think life is extremely fragile ,why dunt live life to the fullest? I live life like there is no tml.I dunt want regrets in my life when i just shaken them off.I am enjoying life to the fullest.I am making money on my own.I am proud of myself.Just as my sweet.She is earning her own moolahs.

For now , i just cant figure out what i want for the future now.So money making is the only thing i got to do now.I might be quiet at time but i am lethal.I am growing up much faster then others ..i guess.

Kaching is coming in soon.I am earning more moolahs day by day.
I hope after 3 year down i had figure what i have to do.and done what i should have need to do.
Life is tiring but with her.
It just turn rainbow
With the after rain smell that so fresh.

Clubbing soon.And its the GSS which sweet is crazily trying to buy thing from every shops!
Gosh after recalling it must be a few week since i blogged..thats why my entry is like pouring out flood water out of the broken dam.

Its time to rest for a energized tml.

i am sick

2008-05-20T17:23:00.001+08:00

gosh..after a long weekend i start to fall sick.yawn..now i am slaggin at hm resting..i hope it doesnt affect my sales..:)

The Sinful Feast =

2008-05-11T22:06:00.002+08:00

Friday i had buffet with my colleague at Fullerton hotel ..Practically over eaten ..haha..Next we headed to BARFLY for drinks..Had vodka , played some games with them..In all had fun.But the thing is i had work the next day.managed to head to work still in a cab..haha.Sat went to have pasta mania with sweet..then bought home MOS burger to sneak a bite.Went JP and had KFC for dinner , bought BIRD NEST FOR MUMMY>happy mother day <.today i had lunch with sweet relatives and her family. after that we headed to VIVO CITY i had carl junior and to catch SPEEDRACER!! ITS DAMN A MUST CATCH MOVIE..headed to the EXPENSIVE NOODLES STALL! FOR THEIR FU*King expensive but delicious noodle.haha..I think i m slight overweighted.And ice cream when i got home!! HELP!

I tot i was barely there

2008-05-04T18:08:00.002+08:00

But i still made it..I am class.I bring out myself..i break barriers.i overcome and conquer! So far i being loving my job..hitting my targets..Making loads of money is my joy.Haha.for now i am down with flu..had too much aijisen and thai express.and too much soft shell crabs.i being like eating 2 to 3 softshell crab a month.And i miss my GST rebate money..which means i can only collect in on JULY 1st..Damn..Too think i bought a new hp thinking i can collect my $200 buck.its ok..I will be richer by each month..haha.Love sweet..Rara

MY I550 Phone

2008-04-28T21:53:00.003+08:00

Finally had time to blog.i gotten new phone ..i550 and a oakley pouch for it..The pouch costed 18buck . hehe.I hit my 17 sales.gotten my first ever highest pay.my sweet passed her TP! so happy for her..haha.she is able to drive me soon.i think sweet passed the TP because she had lots of confident in herself..She is determined..I am so proud of her, a far cry from what she used to be.. Now i am immersed with the monday blues..Today was such a unproductive day..i should buck up..i just cant believe it..my boss sent me an email asking me to keep up my good work..for he saw my sales $1780 in a day.I am definately proud of myself too.the feeling was so good.TML WILL BE ANOTHER DAY I SHALL EXCEL ..Roars..! yawn...for now let me lay back and enjoy the silence in my room.

I MADE IT

2008-04-22T21:23:00.002+08:00

sweet when you are reading this..you must make sure that you pass the driving test ! i made the promises to you and i have made it..11 sale by thursday.This shows that if you have the motivation, you are able to break tru any obstacles.Together with me.it has been so long since i blog..i have been so busy spending most of my time at work..spending all remaining time with sweet.I eat with her.drink with her.dance with her.laugh with her.cry with her.And i need to spend the rest of my life repaying the debt i own her..hehe..lol. I am practically having 7 hrs of slp every day.NOT enough! Luckily this sat the company have a function..which mean i can stay in bed late!yeah..haha.I need to get a new phone..my phone hanged on me twice..how can that happen to a new phone?(actually i am trying to get myself a reason to get a new phone) I want new shoes , new clothes , new pants.alot of thing..Bro birthday is coming in 2 day time..which mean 25th april..haven got present and dunt intend to..i am likely to give him a red packet..Its may seem funny.but this is the first time i give out a red packet.lol.Alright thats all for now.I need to get some rest on my comfy bed which my sweet alway drool on.Hehehe*chuckle*

Its had been long

2008-04-14T22:09:00.002+08:00

its has been long since i blogged..my sweet is even worst then me.These few weeks i had been working real hard after returning back from the cruise.If i am not working,my time will be all devoted to my sweet..if i had been missing out stuff from my other friends.i am so sorry.i cant allocate anymore time out.I have participated in a career run.I am miles and kilometres away from from my destination point, i am gritting my teeth holding it on.I must hang on and i am strong.TO MY DREAMS AND GOALS! of cause together with her..my sweet :) Now i must go recharge myself for another brand new day..and i am meetin sweet tml. Yeah

CRUISE DAY!

2008-04-06T18:13:00.003+08:00

After thursday its FRIDAY! going to work early.i just cant wait..i am going cruise with sweet.boarded the ship at 6.30pm.Start exploring the ship all over!! Had dinner at the BBQ area.the food was delicious..BUFFET style somemore..haha..Had plenty of food.Yummy.after that sweet and me went all ard to explore the ship..Headed to CASINO!!played jackpot..but lost 30 buck..sad :( but little i known..hehe.Sweet and her bro lost 60 buck in total.. :( she was so argry!! went back to room to rest before heading for supper.Rested at 2am..woke up at 7 plus..actually we wanted to catch the sunrise,But...Sweet..nv managed to wake up..LOL..had BREAKFAST after that played some basketball with sweet Bros.Had a fantastic lunch! after that i headed back to the casino with sweet!Played BIG And SMALL! WON! ard 40 bucks! headed back to rest at Room.Catched some show in room before heading for dinner! After dinner sweet went to do her nails with her cousin! Went to casino after that won another 30 buck! time to clear the place..HAHA..total profit 50 buck!HAd loads of fun..after sweet went to the deck with me to see stars! alot of stars!!She made a wish. I hope her wishes come true! hehe.day pass by fast 3 day 2 night went over in a blink of an eye..Alight at 11am today..Went Singapore Flyer with sweet mum and her ah ma..Nice view..Might consider posting up pics in blog..Hehe.After that we headed to MS for movie! catch ROGUE! its exciting show about croco!EEK! sent sweet home in a cab after that..Sweet i am sorry..I LOVE YOU! :P

Enjoyed the cruise alot..Hope you have enjoyed it with me too.
I am wishing for JUNE! to genting with my parent now!

Finally its time

2008-03-30T19:12:00.002+08:00

Started working not long ago..Bought few business pant to add to my pathetic collection.Went to get them with sweet on wed at G2000.2 more pairs..spent lots of money.sweet got me a new bag.not the kind u bring to school but to work.actually she wanted to get the ZARA laptop bag for me..but its sold out! but i still love the bag she bought for me.LOVE YOU SWEET.the rest of my days was busy working sourcing for account.Busy man..lol.Met up with sweet on sat waited for her to have lunch at MAYIM at westmall.Then we went home to rest after tat i went with sweet to collect her stuff at home before procceding back home.I just sent sweet home.Miss her alot.these days i am worried tat i will be too busy.I cant wait ..this week i am going cruise with sweet!yeah..5 more days.

i m so glad

2008-03-25T22:03:00.002+08:00

finally i got myself a job and nt leeching on my parent.
i am going to work in jobsdb.com
near my hse.

these days were wasted at home.
but at least i get to chat with sweet.
miss her.and she finally blogged.
and replied so many of her tag.
*chuckles* almost a month then i found a job
i was down everyday.feeling sad.
and broke.

Cant wait for cruise.04+04=08

cant forget that night with sweet at mos.
sweet dance seductively around me..
all my bees are scared off cause she is the queen bee! bzzz! lol
dancing all night even thou the songs...&^%^$^%$

*I am gonna take your hand and bring you wonders.*
Soon i am able to get a gucci bag for sweet first!
and a watch for mummy.

had a fun day

2008-03-23T16:27:00.002+08:00

met sweet up in the afternoon.i sent my handmade rose there for her with cj7 in it..all handmade by me.hehe.sweet got lots of present lo.jealous.haha.after that we went aijisen for food.after that i got sweet a waterbottle.we are now using the same waterbottle.haha after that we headed to MOS! woo hoo..even the music wasnt nice but we still enjoy the same.went home at 4am.hehe. had breakfast ..oh no its lunch bought by my mum.lol.its a good friday but its our 3th month anniversary.we have been together for 3 mth.

went interview on sat took a long time.met sweet up and headed to orchard to have lunch at thai express.yummy.had our usual food there.after that to zara woman.sweet gotten herself a cardigan.pretty aqua or turquoise color you call it.

i wan a job fast..cant wait to work.

and i cant even wait for our cruise.

sweet i hope u enjoyed your birthday
love you

ching ching gonna bring it over to mos

2008-03-18T22:34:00.002+08:00

2 more days to sweet birthday.
i had it ready.MOS night.
the next day is good friday which our 3th mth anniversary.
heavenly how would i forget ?

went JP with sweet to collect her LV ipod nano cover
its look beautiful with her pink nano in it.
had dinner at Bentobox.Nt bad.kinda cheap jap food.
after that sweet got her pair of shoes!

Gave sweet a miniture CJ7 plushie.
she has quite alot of it nw.
hehe..i hope u like it..

Jobs and interview wise..not going great
but i have to be patient.
for the tough keeps going
this is one rough patch i been trying
to get out..

i just dunt wanna think and hope
for a tml that brings me good new
of an interview.

.Alwaydeeplystuckonyouemily.

a speck of sadness

2008-03-16T17:02:00.002+08:00

its has been a long time i had been sourcing for alot of jobs but to no vail.
i am kinda losing hope.i am practically wasting money everyday.i cant even get a decent present for sweet.disappointed in myself.

i miss sweet. 4 more days to her birthday.
i need to prepare.excuse me..

ps; i really love you alot.Theres no one else that able to replace you.
i am addicted to you.

drippy droppy day

2008-03-13T16:55:00.002+08:00

it has been raining all day long..Droplets hitting on my shoulder while i went for another interview at another company at Chinatown. i gotten a pair of business pant at G2000.Cost under 50 bucks.yet looks professional enough.haha.and after the first interview i went lunch with my sweet.She just cant stop looking at me.lol

i recieved another call from the company to go down for another interview again.High chances.
i going to alter my pant..will blog soon.

All i am keen now is the date 200308 & 040408

The day of freedom

2008-03-10T23:00:00.002+08:00

I got my new phone..
its a nokia 5610 chosen by sweet.
cheap and good as said by her.

met up with sweet mum and her relatives as well.
lol..her uncle penguin..i give him my bluetooth headset as i wasnt using it any more.
went home after that.

today went to interview for hugo boss.
*shakeheads* after that i went home to change before meeting sweet.
had dinner at yoshinoya.then we had fried oysters before heading back hm.

i need more jobs interviews
i am eating alot..maybe its the stress that causing me to behave this way.
but its okay..
i know i will be okay soon.

thks sweet.u r there when i need you.love you.
dunt think too much.. get over it soon.

THE pinky day plus some sadness

2008-03-08T00:53:00.002+08:00

The day had finally arrived..the day where sweet collecting her result
and me ,of cause my pinky IC.Went westmall to have lunch with sweet b4 heading
to her school.she was so nervous and scared.

Saw sweet crying.but i could barely do nothing .
all i can do was to console her.
but its had become a fact nw.the verdict is out.

After collecting it..sweet went to my home to wait for me.
i didnt want to leave you at that time sweet.
i wanted to keep you accompany at that moment.
It just that i really had to leave.
I rushed all the way to camp by cab.

clear all the form that required.
and i got my pink IC.
oh man that feeling..the release from jail feeling.
the bond had been broke.2 years its over.
i am officially an NSMAN!

rush back to sweet by cab.
i had not collected my COS.
Going for Hugo Boss interview.
i hope i can get the position .
went to have dinner with sweet.
I gave sweet the CJ7 plush toy.
do you like it? i really hope u do.

cheer up sweet..its nt the end of the world
i failed , i fallen.
i picked myself up
i walked tru the difficulties
i am proud of myself.
i know i will advance higher
and soar into the sky
you can do the same.
i am taking you with me
up the same sky

Sly fox jumps over the fence (by an inch)

2008-03-04T23:19:00.002+08:00

had parade on the fateful day..Got caught by my Warrant Officer for my hair.
4 days more to ORD , he likes to do this to me.Had my name wrote down..
had to went back nxt day for the CWO to check..
I am definately not cutting my hair and i will definately get away with it..
the next day i went report as usual.
Faults was changed by me from long hair to long pants.
LOL

And i got away with it..
Sly one.

Today i went home half a day earlier.
Even sgt chai asked me to go off..
haha..3 more days to ord.
Went Chinatown with sweet parent
to book our cruise.after that they sent me hm
I am looking forward to 4/4/08
which it one mth from now.
Wont be slping in the same room with sweet of cause.
but its kinda surprising that its not only the two of us going.
more then 2 is a crowd.

anyway its alright.lets have fun.

Good or bad ?

2008-03-02T20:26:00.003+08:00

Went interview on friday morning.i only can say i done badly in the first one.
wish there was a hole to cover me up. Basically the next one was better..In fact i
had done the best in the second one.And i have high hope in it..high pay perharp.
Went home to get change for the Orchid Country Club AMS dinner..A wonderful
place to get fat..Loads of entertainments but its still boring without sweet.

After the dinner, i went to drink with my friends.
Had great fun.Woke up real early the next morning
to wait for sweet.but due to her tiredness she fell
back to slp and can only meet me at 3plus pm.
With Chicken chop fried rice , nuggets and passed
24hrs sushi. Finished it together and ard 6plus
we setted off to PS to get donuts from Missy Donut.
For sweet parents.

Finally time arrive to meet them.Damn i was so shy
But they were nice and friendly.
And the dinner started with A POT OF SHARK FIN w ABALONE
lol..sweet bro had a medium pot that a family sitting next to us was sharing it.
after that they still ordered alot of food.
Fish,crab vegetables..
Sat there from 8pm to 11pm.
after that sweet dad drove us back
and i had to sit in front..
the rest of the 5 had to squeeze behind.
feel so bad..haha
after that i waited for sweet to bath and
we took bus back to my home.

Searching for cruise to go on her birthday.
Its coming..18 days more
We slpt the latest and woke up the earliest
Next morning we had our breakfast with the rain pouring.
after breakfast was back to zzzZz

woke up again at 4plus.had egg mayo prepared by mum.
after which i accompanied sweet home
now she is at her grandma hse eating! GOOD food..tummy.

I am ORDing in a week time.
woo~ cant wait to step back into society

ps: Sweet i know u are worried abt your result and driving.
but do have some confidence in yourself.I am here with you.
always.

Failing once dunt mean you will fail forever.
Step on the path you once took but avoid the wrong path
for i will be there to hold and guide you across the path of eternity.
The route to Eden, the paradise.

Interviews

2008-02-28T21:39:00.002+08:00

Went camp today as usual feeling slpy.
had to do some operation.
this definately my last .
Shag day.
Gotten two phone call asking me down for interview.
tml i need to go down to two different places.

today is really not my day.
quarrel with sweet even with the slightest things.
i dunt know whats happening.
i am really sorry.
but ..

你说我很黏你不喜欢
但是你知道我多想你吗?
你说的每一句话
每一件事我都记的清楚
你的微笑
让我的心跳

我不知道做什么好。
对不起我爱你

Wednesday night with sweet

2008-02-27T22:27:00.002+08:00

Went holland v to look for sweet..had dinner with her at ThaiExpress.Had soft shell crab rice..sweet had fried noodles cooked in thai style.Ordered two sided dishes to go along.after that went to get my contact lens solutions.After that we strolled along the shops..before sweet went home.
Just finished sending out the resumes for jobs..

Tuesday as far as i can remember i slept truout the time in camp..
ORD personnel liao..what do u expect?
i am gonna collect my PINK IC on next week friday!
And put it into the wallet that sweet gave me!!
HOLY its next week.

Monday i went gym to keep fit.
training my arm and running.
makes me feel so tired and my body aches over but its worth it.
that muscles to seduce sweet..LOL.

And i am on phone with sweet now.her birthday is nearing..
22 days ...9 more day to ORD.Woosh.

LOVE SWEET
SWEET LOVE
No matter how the words changes..My feeling wont !

Exciting weekend

2008-02-24T23:24:00.004+08:00

Friday was a off day for me.We went PS for the FOOLS GOLD..those for the movie is a fool.Waste of money.And my sweet bought raisins..YUMMY I LOVE RAISINS*sniggles*

On sat, i went for a focus group and ended up 50 buck richer.And i bought ingredients to cook for sweet.In the end the final product was baked pasta and crepes with egg mayo.
i can only said the failed product was egg mayo crepes..but i hope sweet like it..i might not be a chef..but i cook with my love..for my sweet.and we stayed at home the whole day..

RAISIN RAISIN RAISIN..

Today i finally met up with sweet mum..haha.didnt talk much..but she is overall very friendly..
after the meeting we went to catch THE LEAP YEARS..MY MY its a very interesting love story..
A story that happen every 4 year on 29th Feb..Sweet was crying in the cinema..a very worthwhile local movie to watch.

*Next sat i am going to meet sweet's parent!

ps: iamafraidiwillloseyouforihadlostmanythingsinlifeiwanttoletyouknowthatireallyloveyouandpleasedontdoubtedmeofmyloveforyouyoumeanalottome.

Off day for me

2008-02-22T00:59:00.005+08:00

Went to camp for Medical Review..WO Elam praised our team because we had the initiatives to do training on our own.Went home at 5pm ..Had takeaway dinner..Oh my EZ link got deducted 5 buck for a bus trip..Damn ..i need to go tru alot of hassle just to claim the money back..Sad.
Was chatting with sweet not long before..when she asked me to wait for her..and she fell aslp..i waited for an hr for her call.but it nv came.

i am feeling rather moody now.plus my chest hurts with heartburn.

Alone tonight.

i wish sweet need not stay over @ her friend house
if not i would not get to see her on sat morning.

but i will be selffish..caught in between.
still i want her to know i really missed her alot.alot

Blood withdrawal

2008-02-18T21:22:00.002+08:00

Had a short parade in camp today.
then headed to do my dental test
after that we need to do blood test.
So one tube of my precious blood was withdrawn.
actually its nothing.

ate at malcom
before heading back to flight to slag.
after lunch i headed to gym
for a 40min run and weight training.
Argh..tml i wan to go swimming in camp
haha..basically i am going to slag in camp 3 week
ORD ORD ORD LO!

I miss sweet..in camp all day long. :(

VALENTINE DAY

2008-02-17T22:04:00.002+08:00

very very bad valentine day. i ordered roses 9 stalks for my sweet.
waited very long..i mean very..6hr for it..and it nv came..f the delivery man.
In the end i rushed to westmall and got 3 stalk for sweet.
Sweet was upset and disappointed..I know its my fault sweet.
From 9 stalks of roses to3 stalks.
but i didnt mean it, i wanted a very sweet valentine's day for both of us.
but little did i know it turned out this way for us.So i decided to make it up on sat..
Oh ya sweet gave me a Zara men shirt and a LV monogram wallet.Thks sweet..Love them very much.will treasure it alot..
For i gave her a bear from NUM and a handmade handpouch by myself.
i will post up the present on blog sooon..asap when i can get my sweet's digicam.
On sat we went PS .after booking tickets for JUMPER @ 6.50pm den we went to eat aijisen..with my newly accquired membership card.
treated sweet to a good meal..then we went and look at some dorks making a fool
out of themselves for some singing competition..LMAO

after that we headed to ZARA at taka to get spag for sweet mum.
and LV shop..to look at sweet desired LV tote bag..then BEBE shop then GUCCI shop..then we headed back to PS for our show..The show was not bad..a special way of moving ard..
wished we had such power.After that we headed back to holland v to have dinner @ crystal jade.
had dim sum and fried rice. After that i waited for sweet to change and we took bus to my house..

in the morning , sweet continued watching her youtube movie yy3+1
and finished the whole series while eating bee hoon..amazing.
me?i fell aslp after my breakfast..haha..and sweet disturbed me to wake up.
after that we went westmall for lunch..
sweet treated me to MOS .rice burger..tasted like YOSHINOYA meal to me.
haha..after that i got jelly beans for sweet.and i accompanied her back home by bus..
Went HOME in bus 61.I think its bad luck.the bus broke down..yes BROKE DOWN.
F..Wasting my time. When i reached home , everyone was ready to go out and eat..
after changing we went to the coffee shop and order yusheng plus few more dishes.
bill was just 56buck..cheaper then sweet whole family eat..
NOW i am getting FAT..
Luckily tml i am going back camp for gym session.hehe..got to go pack now while talking to sweet.

Ps: I LOVE SWEET...I realised she became a very impt person to me..even we have been together for less then 2mths.i hope we would be together as long as we are alive.and i could alway be there to put a smile on her face,wipe her tears away and to listen to her grumbling.this is how life shld be like.

V DAY TML!

2008-02-13T22:26:00.002+08:00

yahyah i know ..its has been 2 day since i update my blog..
but basically i am with sweet every day..
went LV shop with her LV BAG
and all the ah mas looking at her
went town with her to sign contract.
Had lunch with her at westmall
consoled her when its was a flop
but tml finally she gonna start work at Gleneagles hospital as HR admin assistant.

Today sweet came my house with FOOD!My fried rice with chicken chop plus one sunny up
plus HER MUM BARLEY ..hoohoo..Finished up everything..after that sweet kept watching her taiwan drama series..accompanied her to town to sign her contract..wasnt she happy finally got her job..after that we went Zara for sweet to get her spag

basically i need to stick to eating in camp these days ..to ensure i ord with lots of cash in pocket..haha
3 weeks more to ORD! yuhoo.

TML V'DAY
haa..i know the secret sweet have been hiding..
but she dun know what i have for her..
she claims she know but..
hehe..I am the only one good at secret.
i hope she enjoy tml..even though she working tml till 5.30pm
i can only afford to give her all this for now..
but i am sure..i am able to get her wad she wants in the future.

Everything i want this V day is EMILY! plus loads of kisses

Cny gonna end

2008-02-11T00:07:00.000+08:00

But not my leaves and off..
Collect only a small amount of money for cny.so sad.
maybe my relatives are getting lesser and lesser that might be the reason .
I gonna be real busy tml..got to order things,call my cousin for the job and sell my musical box..hehe

Oh Cny had been the most boring event that had happen to me..shldnt buy much new stuffs.
Went for fortune on the first day of cny after my whole family went to my godmum house to visit her.then we went to my auntie house spent the whole day there..so boring ..practically eating there only..zzz..
2nd day i wanted to meet sweet up.but then after a small delay, sweet went back to rest.So i went to my friend house.but we quarrelled after some small matter. But we are fine now..went back home and ate stuff my mum cooked.I AM GOING FATTER ..holy crap.

the next day we went IMM , PS and Vivo .
Ate Aijsen ramen and applied for its membership card!
Catched Ah Long Pte Ltd and Kungfu Dunk on the same day..
Cant believe that i catched two show in a day..it just like a movie marathon with sweet.
after that sweet stayed over..

and sweet is practically very upset about her coach bag.
her mum accidentally drew on her bag.
i will have the sponge for u tml sweet..
dunt worry. :)
Tml sweet gonna start working.I hope she wont be so worry about the job.afterall its her first job in life.

Ps: V'day coming, yes i know..secret..haha..lol..Evil grinz*
LOVE YOU

CNY!! OMG ..i am getting fat

2008-02-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

I kinda done alot of things these few days when i didnt blogged..
I went out with sweet most of the time..

I

gotten new leather shoes
and new watch
packed my room.
helped my mum prepare reunion dinner.
lost to a computer in arcade
tried to piss sweet off
behaved like a kid
watched CJ7
Done sewing and prepared presents
met up with friend and relatives
ate alot of junk food
kissed sweet
missed her alot
collected lots of angbaos but limited money
will be meeting sweet tml
will be watching kungfu dunk tml
had found part time jobs for sweet
will be going to work as part timer
AM getting FATTER
AM GOING TO SLP NOW

SO little time but so many things done.

My My I am so proud of myself..*Sniggle*

Oh ya HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all.

And my sweet

A lobang in my pocket

2008-02-04T00:59:00.001+08:00

While sweet is busily folding her clothes , i might as well blog while waiting for her.
Actually the day was to go out with mum to ikea for some decoration for home.
But the weather was rainy then she decided not to go at last.Went out with sihan to Bugis at first.Ran ard PS , Orchard.Went to get some stuff for valentine's day.Oh..actually not that expensive.but i still hope sweet would like it.heehee. And i bought a pair of leather shoes looks nice on me.
Spent ard 100plus buck in a day..surprise.i got to eat air soon or grass.Subject to availability..
While sihan got a pair of LEVIS sia..LEVIS..i think its his first pair of LEVIS. had lunch Chicken rice with Tahu goreng and dinner @ long john silver at Ps..

and i am going to meet sweet tml to go for her interview.Yeah.

Ps: sorry sweet i didnt know my hp hanged on me just nw.that y i cant recieve your msg..making you so worry for so long..love you.muack.Dunt be angry K? MISS YOU LOADS..

Good day gone bad

2008-02-03T02:35:00.000+08:00

met up with sweet after a long week of workactually the day was supposed to be happy buti am quite pissed off regarding my pay.i thought i shld have gotten 600 plus for my pay..ended up left 450..F..forget it man.I took a bus to town to accopany sweet to see her doc.Sweet has alot of medication to take..feel so horrible for herhad lunch at thai express in town before heading back home to check some stuffrested awhile at home before going down JP to collect sweet LV BAG.she is so engrossed in her bagthen we went to westmall for dinner at mayim.order some dumpling and noodles.went back home to watch my jay's concert dvd which i got cheated of 3 bucks.Actually wanted sweet to stay over but she had to help out with her mum for praying tml.so i sent her to take the LAST bus home..lucky sweet.MISSING HER SO MUCH

I had a bad day,taking one down

2008-02-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

it had been long since i blogged.i have been working like a dog since last week end..argh..finally the ordereal is over.But the job is nt done yet..hehe.I guess we have to wait after CNY.5th Feb i still need to return back to camp to "lau" Yusheng and have new year lunch.Actually there is not much CNY mood for me..i am more keen in the holidays and offs..Hahaha..Went out with Sihan after work.He happened to be posted to a camp near me..Then we had dinner at cck .bought jay chou concert DVD..I got conned by SEMBAWANG MUSIC STORE! the price they offered for their CD compared to Popular is a S$3 bucks difference!CAN YOU IMAGINE IT?I got it at 25.90 buck while Popular offering it at 22.90buck.Totally a rip off.Anyway Payday approaching in 55min time.haha..Sihan got himself a Vodaphone @ $68.A basic phone for him..But its better then his present phone.Cause when i send a msg to him , i will get the reply msg half a year back.

i am chatting with sweet on phone, she sounded so sick to me..
because of her itchness and fever.Sweet do get well soon.Muacks
but she is still enthusistic about getting her LV bag.
I am tired now..
My arms are aching
Leg are dangling
But i am glad i am not going back tml! LOL

P.s / Sweet i am really sorry for the time when u called me when u are bored and i cant pick up your calls.You know how much i wanna chat with u.but work really comes first.and i have no other choices..I hope u understand.Really missed you alot..It had been five day since we last met up.Finally i get to meet u tml..let spend good time together.
and regarding all the jobs stuff, be abit more patience okay?
Let them contact you.They will call you back for sure.

With LOTS of LOVE for you

Woo..Longest days at work

2008-01-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

Argh..after the last meeting with sweet..i am missing her..and thinking of her..
Went back to work as normal.. bloody hell..My team had to remove netting..
For the 2 following days i had been reaching home late..Like 9 pm..
I am feeling so shagged..The netting weighted like tons..Freaky..
With a eco system living in it..you can find frogs jumping out,
grasshoppers hopping ard..Bees.Warps.Ants.You name it we have it..
Warps net spotted..One of my friends got stung..luckily its wasnt a lethal one.
Had some fun along the way working with my team, teasing ard.
Got covered in leave and grasses.AND MY SWEAT. Under the sun from morning till night.And tml i am gonna relive it again..
sound like a nightmare to me now.
Holy Crap..
The only consolation is i hope FRIDAY would be an off day for ME.. Sigh..

Ps: Sweet i am sorry that i didnt have much time to accompany you.
Picking up calls from you its the happiest thing to me in camp.cause i know you are accompanying me.I hope that you aint upset.Or bored when i am working.
Get well fast..drink loads of water..Let hope this friday i am able to meet you again.
Miss you loads..

who SHAGGED me ?

2008-01-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

Nah..its the netting that made me so tired.
worked from 9am till late at 9pm.
manage to clocked one and half day off.
argh..the next day sweet came to my house made lunch for her.
Sweet is still worried abt her TP tml..
actually she is not confident of herself
but i know she can do it.
Do your best sweet.
I am waiting for you to drive me ard..LOL

Enjoying ..till

2008-01-26T00:19:00.000+08:00

went tiong bahru with sweet to collect her coach bag after her lesson
then we headed to town..to do some window shopping..I am a window shopper..
had dinner at Cine..something bad happened..sweet coach bag got stained by her jeans..she was so upset over it ..i had to comfort her ..after that i sent sweet home and went back to lavender to meet hanwen for hui wen birthday..quite bored..had only little slp.. Removed sweet coach bag stain for her.wasnt she happy now?
Went skin centre to collect my med and review..the doc said i am getting better just that i need to finish the 3 course of dose.and some injections. after that we took a cab to bank of Tokyo for sweet interview..after that we headed to PS for lunch.After that we watched another movie..RAMBO.Sweet was practically turned off by the show.cause of the disgusting body part being blown up..after that we headed back home , dropped by caltex to grab some food..hehe..After eating our dinner, we watched some TV show..as i was tired so i didn't talk much to sweet..after that i sent sweet to take a bus home..

awgh..tml i still have to return to camp!SICKENING

P/s : i am sorry sweet abt the silent. i know u are worried abt some stuff.
but do not lack the courage to strongly believe that u can make it.Behind you now
its nt just u..I am standing behind you..and will support u along the way.
I will take all the uncertainties and hold you tight.Alway believe yourself.
Trust yourself..nothing is impossible.

First day of a long break

2008-01-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

Its tuesday..The day where i start my off..
Woke up early today cause sweet went Revision today at Gombak
Came to my house to rest at 10 plus..then we set off to Orchard.
Done some window shopping ..sweet looking to test the coach bag she deciding to get..
I got my ipod leather case at 18 buck.Hehe.
Actually want to get a pair of shoes at 4skin but then fated i cant squeeze my feet in.Hoho..
After that we had dinner at PS.
Then i send sweet home
waited like 20 min for bus 61 :(
i have plans and i am nt telling..its interesting its fun..Sniggle*It will come in 22 day time.

I know irritated you quite a lot of time , i know and sometime its not intentionally.
I am sorry sweet..hope u can stand me.I dunt mean it at time.
Love ya

Ipod nano 2nd generation

2008-01-20T21:09:00.000+08:00

Friday was totally on a shopping spree with sweet.
i bought a new Zara men shirt and A new pair of levis jean! argh..Sweet got her CNY clothes..another pair of levis jeans! sweet is RICH!

sat after i am back for a wasted trip from camp, i went to get ipod nano for sweet..Its a lovely pink ipod.. she has been excited abt getting the 8gb ones.but then ishop only has the 4 gb ones.And left few pieces. after getting the ipod for sweet , i took a very very long journey home..i stand all the way from orchard to bukit batok.Went to the nearest coffeeshop to get fried rice for dinner.I didnt have my dinner with my parent cause i want to get the ipod nano asap for sweet..just in case its sold out. :P After that sweet came to my house and collected it.she bought her ipod video for me to use.We both started figuring how to use the stuff..and i changed my IBM laptop to a Apple laptop..*sniggle*AND I GOT SWEET IPOD VIDEO! Her songs are all similar to mine!
At night we had a pillow talk again..its our second..haha.chatted abt our secrets..
We went for lunch after waking up at 1pm..then i sent sweet home together.after that its a very long ride for me..

Awgh..its monday..i need to go back camp for a day tml.Then i will be off for the whole week!
SHIOK.. i AM feeling GOOD for the first time..Hehe.Sweet practice will be coming up soon..Sweet Do all your best!

Days of my lifes

2008-01-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

Argh Thursday was a super long day for me in camp,bloody lots of things to do..
Shitty stuff..had to stay for night training..yawn..Chatted with sweet till 12 plus then tried to slp
but alas cant slp..sms sweet again..realised she had the same problem..sniggle*

This morning i woke up early to go for the job interview with sweet..
The place where she went for the interview was..super duper rundown
its a JTC factory..low pay..and a office that dunt even look like one,
Inaccessibility was the main factor.

After that we went to bugis to have lunch at the AH WANG stall
can consider my first and last trip there..The service there is..lousy.
the waiters look like my dad own them 1 million buck..
anyway..after eating we headed to taka..
went Zara men ..
at first i didn't want to buy anything but sweet advised me to get my Chinese new year clothes
in the end i got 1 pair of levis jean and 1 zara men shirt..
total damage is 157 bucks..
ha ha..after that we shopped ard .and look for sweet new needs.
IPOD NANO 2ND gen..lol.
finally we found one at apple.
but we are still considering..looking for better alternative..
after that we went west mall for dinner with me lugging our buys along..
had some minor conflict with the in charge for the concert..she is damn rude..
anyway had Korean food together..
sweet went to my house to watch the show..then after that she took a bus home.
What a nice day..
but then tml i got to return to camp..SIAN.. :(

KFC

2008-01-15T23:52:00.000+08:00

wee..had many thing to do in camp.had to travel ard the base 2 time.tiring but after flight released i met sweet at westmall to have KFC..i have nt been eating it for like half a year le..haha..after eating our dinner we went home to watch tv..hehe..invented a new game which i will play with sweet next time..hehe..after that sent sweet home..

argh..i dunt know wherethe to go for the jay concert..let me see how it goes..hehe.Argh..tired la..

Fun weekend

2008-01-13T21:25:00.000+08:00

I had to send lightstick to one of the jay fan
after sending the stuff i rushed to meet sweet
but i still waited for sweet for 45MINS :( sad :(
went PS for movie on sat..
had dinner at pastamania
order quite alot of stuff
we had creamy spaggetti , meatball spag, potatoes with mayo
lastly we had Banana pizza
then we watched ONE MISSED CALL

sweet was scared as usual LOL
actually the ending was quite silly.
not scary at all.
yawn
after that we walked ard town
sweet had a lil conflict with me.
but she apologized to me in the bus afterthat and
of cause i forgive her
went back home.

catched some show on tv while i made supper for us.

Hit westmall the next morning for breakfast
bought sweet duck noodle
while i had vegeterian bee hoon for breakfast!
after that i went home change and sent sweet home.
sweet must be tired after the whole day *grinz*

then i went to top up my ezlink and concession at westmall
before heading home

looking at my room.i decided to pack my room abit..
my table was swipe clean
wardrobe rearranged for the new coming clothes i am gonna get soon.
finally the room is neater then before..
tiring but happy..
just in time before CNY!
2 weeks more!
i just cant wait to collect red packet.
wear new clothes
watch new movies like kungfu dunk starring jay chou
sweeney todd,CJ07 & Ah Long Pte Limited.
of cause not alone but with sweet.

i am looking at some aber & finch clothes now online.
planning to order soon.
but i am looking for some sponsors
i shall need to find my mum..
and discuss it over a cup of tea..*HEHEHE*

A quiet day with sweet

2008-01-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

today had quality time with sweet..
in the afternoon she bought bread and porridge for me
and i cook the porridge for us to share.then i make cup noodle for sweet.
after that we rested awhile before we went to have our dinner at West mall food court
i bought hokkien mee for her while i had duck rice set..while buying duck rice . a "auntie" came and sit next to us with out asking..WTF..and she keep talking abt Sweet's food being too oily.She dun eat oily stuff..WHO THE HELL WANNA KNOW U LIKE OILY STUFF OR NT..and while we were eating she..erm...with the sound of phlegm.WHAT THE F..bukit batok is infesting with weird ppl..we hurried off after finishing our food.and went to get bubble tea to share..i am worried that i might spread my virus to sweet..but she is strong..lol.
went watson for our stuff.haha.after that we went home to watch the golden path.before sweet went home.. :) I love my sweet!

Flu , sore throat , missing her

2008-01-10T22:50:00.000+08:00

Ytd after training the new trainees , went to visit yx at sgh..poor him..
he ended up with throat infection after eating stingray and drinking martell and Chivas
heard that he cant talk the day before when Sgt chai and Lta poon visited him..
When we saw him at least he is able to chat with us and he told us abt the process of his stay in the hospital.
hanged ard for 30min after that went to eat at the kopitiam in the hospital.
after that i went to find sweet to pei her eat dinner while i had my starfruit juice for my sore throat.looked at her eating..haha she looks cute even when eating la..lol.
after that she got me sore throat sweet which i am taking the last one now..he he.

after that i headed back hm for a chat with sweet before i went bed..
sad thing happens
went training today..
with my flu and sore throat..
i had plans to see a doc
but i went back and do the stuff i was needed to do in paya lebar airbase
finally i think i am badly sick after sweating

the weather was so bad..keep raining the whole afternoon
feeling so cold alone
sweet actually wanted to accompany me to see my family doc
but in the end i didn't ask her to go along as she had cramps in her stomach due to period.
so i went alone after work..
my mum met me awhile to ask me what happen
and went to do her own stuff..
OMG medicine are getting expensive these days.
3 kinds make up 30 bucks
plus the MC i have for Friday.
that means i am staying hm tml and rest.
Sweet gonna come tml! =p
miss her

Normal - Madness days

2008-01-08T21:36:00.000+08:00

i am tired of being in camp..just waiting for a chance to clear my 6 days off plus 5 day leave.looking damn forward to chinese new year.. and valentine day..lol..Today was just a ops eval for the new trainees.everyone except one goondu. He has a head with no brain in it..haha.chat with sweet for a while soon every thing finished at 6 and i went home as usually .Eat takeaway food for dinner, had ice cream and agar agar! Got to read sweet blog soon!

PLAB

2008-01-08T00:09:00.000+08:00

went plab for training of the trainees..
had a long day..
saw many friends there..
All growing fat.lol.
Finally 4 pm arriving.dashing to sweet house.waited for her downstair and went home.submitted her resume and we had MAC together at 10.35pm!!
i am growing fat soon :(
luckily tml i am goin running..
Missing her now.

WTF Boogeyman 2

2008-01-06T18:57:00.000+08:00

arh..waited for sweet under her block for 20 min ..after that we headed to PS to have our lunch or brunch..hehe.We went to bought tickets for BOOGEYMAN2.Then to ajisen for ramen.walked ard for awhile waiting for our movie to start..My god..the show was..absolutely stomach churning..haha.my sweet had her head buried in my arms during those digusting scenes.Its not suitable for the weak heart.I saw body bursting, head rolling off,heart ripped out, veins cut out.
chammy man. after the show we went home, and i made supper for sweet.sweet appear to have the after show effect by the show. went for breakfast at westmall mac and send sweet home..

after reaching hm myself its hit the pillow time till now.. :p
I am a poor mice poor mice..
Tml i gotta go paya lebar airbase for training.
miss u sweet

Finally TGIF

2008-01-05T00:04:00.000+08:00

Its friday.last day in camp.
had basically nothing much to do in camp except briefing by CO.
Rushed home in the rain
actually wanted to meet up with sweet.
But her mom wanted her nt to go out today as it was raining.
So she went to eat with her parent at bukit timah.
while i went down with my parent to the market for dinner
and helped out with the groceries.

I have ice cream in my freezer.Yummy.
I am now on phone with sweet.
she lost her cool just now because while she was blogging
and her mum accidentally unplugged her laptop cable.
so she had to re blog again..

now reminiscing abt the first time we met..he he
Tml we are going out..yeah!

Darns

2008-01-03T22:21:00.001+08:00

another day had just passed
of course not w/o any problems.
i had to deal with a A-H officer that make us do stupid acts.
check our personal equipments..

had a very long parade.
dunt want to elaborate..the whole day was like shit..
Went for a run at 4.30pm..
with the flight.
went home
MUM didn't cook!

Tml i am still having parade tml and ON MONDAY! i am freaking angry..
i couldn't take my off on tml..i want to spend my day with sweet! miss her.
i am on phone with sweet..lol.

First day back in camp

2008-01-02T21:40:00.000+08:00

While waiting for sweet to wash her nails i am here to blog.
I am finally back in camp after a long holiday..
Freaking bored in camp man.. :( luckily sweet still chatted with me on phone
some paperworks to do..
and some minor problem i am gonna face tml.argh..
Tml is safety day..Yawn.Slaggin whole day?
Nah i still got to go for running tml.
Oh and i got loads of OFF to be clear! Yeah! 6 days!
And i miss my sweet alot.Gonna take off to be with her.

its 2008 !?!?!

2008-01-01T22:44:00.000+08:00

Went out with sweet on 31/12/07 ,the last day of the year 2007
had lunch at marina sq foodcourt again..thats our favourite haunt to eat these days.
Cheap and nice.Oh and i found another nice stall for chicken drumstick with rice..Yum.
Sat there for a while then we headed to suntec for AVP2..seating at eng wah was a major problem for me..as my legs were too long it just jammed there.but the show was nice..
heads in the show went blasting like tomatoes.*Blam*
After the show we went food republic to have prata and hokkien mee..Sweet was totally enjoying her prata and forced me to eat hokkien mee!but it was nice..just that i am too full.went back marina sq , gosh sweet started to drag me into BEBE shop..cause she saw the big board outside 15% discount! Almost bought down the shop at one go..(just kidding) intially sweet wanted to get 2 tops..saw a bag.. she is stuck in making decision ..i know she will get both.I tried to discourage her from buying in the first place.*sniggle.but in the end i decided to let her own the bag not the tops.but the bag came at high price ..its 150buck.(after discount)(RRP $299) Amazing price. Sweet like the bag alot i can see.and the paper bag..

after we headed to esplanade to scout for a good place.After squeezing ard, we had a lil arguement.sweet scolded me for advising her nt to buy the bag because the paper bag from BEBE shop is crumpled and maybe she is feeling hot after squeezing tru the crowd.I was very sad when she scolded me.But i kept my cool and kept silent.Sweet apologized to me shortly and i forgave her immediately. :p she is my sweet afterall.

Clock strike 12 and there we were.with hundreds thousands of ppl
watching the fireworks.i just feel so right with her ard together with the fireworks.After the fireworks we head for the first NR8 .and how lucky we were! we got on the first bus.and saw tons of ppls in the streets squeezing tru ppl.After more then an hour plus we finally got back home.I made supper for sweet.
Sweet went home at 9plus in a cab again :(
She is going to having breakfast with her parent and grandma..Lucky sweet.

For me i went down to have breakfast with my mum and help her with the heavy stuff she have to carry.I had forgotten how long i didnt went market with my mum anymore.Its alway nice to help her out again.. :)
After reaching home , i had some conflicts with my dad.
i dunt want to talk more abt it.
He just makes me so disappointed but afterall he is still my dad.
I just had my new resolutions for this new year 2008.

1-May everything goes smoothly for me and sweet.
2-Ord soon
3-Get a job and move out within 2 yrs.
4-Help out my family.
5-And make sweet cut down on buying too much branded stuff!
6-Oh my car license

Sweet is gonna stay at hm tml
ARGH i need to return to camp tml!!
back to work after the long break.
i am looking forward to my 2 yr bond terminating soon.
Counting down 10 more weeks to go.

ARGH

2007-12-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

I AM AT HOME ROTTING..
woke up at 3 or 4 pm.
done nothing..
slacking at hm..
feel so restless the whole day.
i dunt know why.

can someone tell me?
I am missing someone.
:(

Tml i am going with sweet to watch movie.
and the fireworks tml!
cant wait ..*sniggle

Training of the trainees

2007-12-30T03:54:00.000+08:00

Had to return to camp today..just to teach them how to do everything.
But i was late to camp.luckily they have not start the course yet. i had to walk up
flight.Took an hour to reach flight.i was supposed to reach at 10am..ended up there at 11am.

Training started formally at 1pm!
I had to teach them hands on training.
Some bloodly buggers stood there talking among themselves.
So i had no choice but to show some temper to keep them in check.
Finally ard 3pm everything ended..

I get to go home at last..
Reached home, chatted with sweet on msn for a short while.
But i dozed off..till like 9pm..
called sweet on my way out running errands with my mum.
Got home at 10plus..

now i am still on the phone with her..
My sweet, My love.

oh and my sweet is gonna blog soon..hehe..

PRACTICAL DAY WITH SWEET

2007-12-29T02:08:00.000+08:00

LOL..woke up at 2 pm today..actually wanted to cook for sweet..but when i look at the time and what i have in my fridge.she decided to eat out..we had our lunch or breakfast at westmall food court.I didnt know westmall got sell dan dan mee..After that we headed back home..***TIME FAST FORWARDED , THINGS CUT SHORT***

Sweet went home by cab.. :(
Exxpensive..

Tml i still needa head back camp for training the trainee.. SAD

Cheeky

2007-12-28T04:10:00.000+08:00

Oh woke up early this morning as my sweet wanna have big breakfast and hit the store of Mango and Zara.
They are having huge discounts.we missed the timing for big breakfast and went for breakfast at Far East plaza ..Had chicken rice at 11 plus..haha.Sound like the timing i alway eat in camp.Sweet actually wanted to buy 5 zara dress at one go..but luckily i managed to change her mind..GUCCI bag..Polo ralph bag..must save up! I saw zara man shirt on discount but quite turnoff by the queue ..everyone were so kia su! haha hugging to dozen of shirts for their dear life.queue was like extended to the dressing room.*faint* After walking ard till 1plus..sweet came to my hm.Met my parent..oh gosh she was so afraid..haha.Went to have mac donald near my area..lend her my pink IPOD! sniggle and sent her to the bus stop..

tml oh i mean today gonna hit the supermarket and cook something for sweet.
haha..let see wherethe she can wake up early..hehe.i was so surprised that sweet woke up so early for the sale.LOL.

women are special in their own ways.
how amazing but true

sale here sale there

2007-12-27T01:35:00.000+08:00

Collected my passport today finally..haha..
i had been putting it of since 03/12/07
till now..i had to waste bloody 2 hr to my turn
to just scan my thumbprint..wonder why does it take
such a long time..*shake head*
meet sweet after collecting it.
waited for 2 train to pass by to delay some time.
waited at the bus stop..finally saw her!
haha.She is still feeling hot all over..
i hope she isnt sick.. we went to eat at cineplex
foodcourt.after that we head to taka to find sweet's
RPL bag and collect her mum gift..she had many temptations..
i had to stop her or she will be bring the whole store back.
Gotten her dad birthday gift..while i chose for her..
belt from piere cardin..cost abt 80buck with interchangeable buckle
What a good buy..i shld get mine soon.before chinese new year.
and bloody..every where is on sale now..TOPMAN 50% off on selected item
TODAY ZARA WILL BE HAVING THEIR SALE TOO.
i am gonna give it a miss.

Sweet is gonna move the whole mango shop home with the 70% sale going on..
*chuckle
Oh after all the walking we went for a small bite for dinner
then head back to get chocolate from royce for her dad.
Its the kinda i recieved before..nice.sweet.
after that i got her starfruit juice.
but its the wrong remedy..lol.
Sweet is drinking her LIANG TEH now..Poor Girl.
Argh.today i have to attend the CE night..Gosh maybe i stay for a while
and sneak off to accompany sweet..LOL i am bad..yes i am..who cares?

*your eyes sparkles*
*my heart beats*
*your smell lingers*
*my heart beats*
*your lip smiles*
*my heart beats*

Christmas Eve

2007-12-25T08:29:00.000+08:00

Waited for twenty mins under her void deck
Sweet look pretty with her make up.

Went Marina sq with sweet..
Took 106 and its damn packed..
I guess everyone heading to town to celebrate Christmas
Had my favourite korean food,Hotpot
I still think the stall at marina sq serve decent food.
Suddenly sweet asked me where did we went on the 2nd date.
i was totally confused..cause we went to many places before
but i still did recall..
then made me guess where her dress is from..and price..size
i got everything right..haha..that 7th senses.

Walked over to GV to get tickets for I M LEGEND.
Almost rotted in marina sq as the show is at 0055.
We went to suntec and esplanade for short walk to pass time.
End up at marina sq arcade.while sweet played her favourite game.
Me? i watched on..haha..and the funny thing is i picked up a 5 bucks
which nobody actually saw? sweet even stepped on it.
sweet's friends came too. to exchange present with her.
and to watch movie..finally finished the movie at 3am.
i felt so cheated of my 8 bucks..*sob*
after that we went home..
*sniggle*

prezzie xchange!

2007-12-24T02:02:00.000+08:00

I went orchard with sweet..
purpose was to get her prezzie..
had brunch at yoshinoya
after that we went shopping
stopped at BEBE twice.
For Thrice we went in the shop again
and i gt her the wallet she wants.
Sweet i am sorry that i didn't have any surprise for you anymore
as i bought the gift for u on the spot..
hope you like the wallet and use it from now on :p
after that we went and got my present..lol

My Hugo Boss Eau De Toilette
and i like it very much..
i have gotten two presents from you.
Thanks sweet.
Its now sitting on my table
with the smell wafting in my room
Oh i needa thanks my bro too
thanks for your birthday gift to me.
oh on our way back i tried my coin trick on sweet..
but in the end she still know how it works :P

I just smile a little bit longer then usual
happy then usual,excited then usual
i will giggle more then usual
and the reason is you
thanks sweet

air head

2007-12-23T00:39:00.000+08:00

woke up at 5pm today
slacked ard..ate 3 "tang yuan"
had dinner..
after dinner . i had to pack my room
and change my bedsheets
discovered it was so dusty..everywhere

Thinking back of yesterday
The memories are still fresh in my mind
I am still overjoyed
Sweet thanks for giving me the chance
i will definately try my best
and make this work our way.

:P

the stars looks brighter when u aint watching it alone
the sky looks smaller
the cold air dunt seems to be cold anymore
when you are not alone.

Over the big blue moon..

2007-12-22T06:24:00.000+08:00

woke up at 11am today , prepared and went to sweet house.
waited for her to come down..hasha..45min wor..hehe..
after that we head to marina square for movie..
National Treasure: books of secret
nice show..i wasnt really concentrating..:P
after that we head to suntec for buffet dinner
its the steamboat dinner sweet wanted to eat badly.
finally she got the chance on my birthday..
we ate quite alot of stuff ..chicken meat,popiah and many more.
Actually my plan today didnt included me and sweet going to zouk
kh called and asked me to go..anyway nt to be a spoiltsport i agreed
sweet was so reluctant but she went in the end..
We tried taking a bus there.POP a important question.
very clear cut question
yes or no
i was practically very nervous
cause i had predicted i might fail AGAIN
but then..the answer is YES!!
i barely can believe it..
I M OVER THE MOON NW
reached zouk at 10pm
quite packed..soon i found myself in the dancefloor
and when i saw what they were doing..lol..
i cant really believe my eyes la..
i cant believe they will do this kinda of stuff.LOL
went off zouk at 4am..*fainted*
Even smrt taxi also increased price!!WTF..

arh..i have not gotten sweet christmas prezzie..
sweet..

Fun night ..

2007-12-20T17:50:00.000+08:00

Reached zouk at 10..Bloody! the Que is like THE GSS kind..
my friend gt in early at 9plus..we Que for like 1 hour plus.
decided to skip Zouk and head for MOS..lucky decision.
MOS is nt yet packed.We went in and danced the night tru.
Lots of funny incidents along the way..BEES BEES..
MatS mats..we left the club ard 4 plus for big breakfast.
She finally got her breakfast..BIG BREAKFAST. we hang ard till
it was 6 ..we beat the midnight charges.YOU LOSE TAXI~
My bet is the taxi fare will go down again..Sent sweet home.
Took a bus home as theres bus available. reached home at 7am..
saw my mum up..but den i tot she was just going to the market
end up she went for work..BUT ITS A HOLIDAY. when i woke up at
5pm she said why didnt i told her its a holiday...practically
laughing off my ass..ROFL.

clubbing today

2007-12-19T02:19:00.000+08:00

zouk tonight anyone else?
:P
clubbing mode these days.
must take a long break after a long year!
still on the phone nw with her..
today actually wanted to do a good last training for the newbies
but the weather didnt think this way..it just rained for the whole day
ended up i went to send the prezzies down to HQ for the christmas party.
Some of the presents recieved was f-up..imagine getting a alarm clock those
2 for 10buck stuff..some dug their recycled present from yr 2004 i guess?
and tried to pass them off as present..NO SHAME! one guy actually gave a 2nd hand
WU BAI cd..WTF!!potatoes chip? SHAME on you guys!at least have the decency to
get a box of chocolate as a exchange gift..i wonder whoever got the alarm clock
or cd as a present how would he or she feel..CHEAPSKATE!!

Every Moment I'm Loving You

Aw...

2007-12-17T23:54:00.000+08:00

Plans will be changing..last day of work!
I finally see the light of my holiday..
WED AND FRI
zouk and mos
i am ok with going to both places..
haha..after all to have fun.

the day kept raining all day long
finally released at 1730
went for dinner @ thaiXpress with her
had soft shell crab rice.
i didnt had it for decades.haha.
used to eat frequently..

i am going broke
poor mice..=p

*Every Moment I'm Liking You*

Am i?

2007-12-16T22:29:00.000+08:00

Sometime i wonder which position i am in..
my secrets..
My thinking my mind can you read them?
I GOING MOS ON THURSDAY 20TH FOR SURE
Any one interested?

Went to town again
Wanted to have breakfast @ MAC actually
but someone cant wake up.. =p
So no more big breakfast..

after that i went to mango , zara men.
i am still waiting for zara men sale..
so i can get my chinese new year clothes
some how i gt affected by some words..
sorry..
but i guess u are someone to me
that will make me feel this way.
sorry..
i will reflect..

Damn two more day to long break..
finally can clear leave in peace..

i wanna be a rockstar

2007-12-16T01:12:00.000+08:00

I'm through with standing in line
To clubs i'll never get in
I want a brand new house
at sentosa grove
on the hilltop
i wanna dress my ass with the lastest fashion
credit cards that got no limits
Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes

And a big black jet with a bedroom in it

*This life hasn't turned out
Quite the way I want it to be*

Oh i had been a good boy today..i am home
Didnt went MOS in the end..
postphone to DEC 20
cause sweet is tired.
Ended playing computer mahjong game
chatting on phone with her.
I could go for hours on phone with her
arh..i am going for breakfast tml.

I need to collect my passport on wed..before hari raya..
MOS MOS = MOSQUE

Flu-ish

2007-12-15T03:46:00.000+08:00

Actually wanted to collect my passport..
When i got there the Q was horrible long..
Q no serving was 3500
I took another look at my ticket..
3767 WTF...
200++ ppl infront of me..
Ended up i gave up collecting today..
went to somerset with someone..
Went for dinner..at marine Sq
waited for her to finish shopping
Damn i almost get my cardigan @ zara men
but its the last piece..damn suay
in the end only got the basic tee
then i went back to cineleisure
to collect my jay chou tickets from LJ!
i was thinking of how to pass to my friends
surprisingly they were spotted at LEVIS STORE!

If things could happen to me like this..
wow..i could make many things works
Make her mine..*sniggle*

and i am feeling so flu-ish
i need heavy dose of med tml and today..
Quite happy to see her everytime.
i am contended to see her smiling.

Every smiles from you just makes me feel right
Every looks from me just makes me think you are perfect
In my eyes, i can see colors just like before..
I am sinking finally..
Into you.

angels and my lil devils

2007-12-14T02:21:00.000+08:00

my devils were killed by my angels.
i actually didnt want her to look for that guy and talk abt the chances they might have
but my angel side told me i m too selfish..
in the end i told her to look for him if there is a chance..
but in my heart...

i knew something wasnt right as she asked me some questions..
the guy msged her..that why she was so upsetted..
i felt tingle of sadness..
cause i didnt want to see her sad..
i wanted her to be happy..
i didnt want an relationship
that is empty..
i hope she able to set thing right soon.
i am still waiting patiently
And till then i still stand at the front door of her heart..
trying to get pass..
one day..

my smiles cover up all my sadness.
no matter from where nv see me tearing.
anywhere.

..exciting day..

2007-12-13T01:02:00.000+08:00

the date started off with me getting so late..
late for camp..ended up in camp @ 1000am.
i nv been so late to work in the 2yrs
lol..

went out to pay bill today..
definately not alone :)
with emily! :P

basically solved my queries..
clarified 2 questions..
i am relieved
i dunt want to put stress on you or hurry you..
so take your time
i will be ard.

i found the song for you!
Gt to believe =p
there is nothing i cant do!
enjoy your song and eat your sweet!

confused

2007-12-11T21:50:00.000+08:00

i feel weird each day
its the same feeling each day.
All over again
i dun know if its the same way for both.
Cant hide it anymore.

No signs detected.
i hope i didnt sound hasty.
but i hope i get some signs..

暗号

guessing , thinking

暗号
I wanna do alot of things
I want to hold your hand
Walking down the beach
Things i can do to bring a smile on your face
Only then my world will be perfect

i tot..

2007-12-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

this morning i tot something had happened..
i was so worried..
luckily its just a false alarm..
but i am just worry..

i am concern these days
i think its normal to think this way..
i have tons of questions in my mind
but how to put it tru?
i am nt sure..
Lets wait and let nature take its call.

misses*

plans

2007-12-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

argh..actually wanted to catch 30 days of night with her @ vivo..
damn after queuing for so long, the bloody person from the counter told me
only left 3 row in front..wtxxx...
nvm shall catch it with u on weekdays k?

you know who u are!=p

*i aint have money, i aint have silver tongue
all i have is a sincere heart.*

I am high on pill

2007-12-09T05:58:00.000+08:00

My feeling now are so ..like when u are popping K.
The floating feeling that nv goes away..
You feel light each steps..
I am smiling at every steps i took

The sight of her..
mayb special isnt just the right words..
There might not be a word in the dictionary
To describe her..
If i was to fall this time again..
i might nv recover in the long run.

Didnt went MOS in the end
we caught Golden Compass at PS
I saw the show twice..
But simply watching the movie
with different ppl really make
a diff

Now i am just chilling at hm..
Bloggin..Listening to KennyG lovely saxo..
be my lady..

Over the moon

2007-12-08T02:23:00.000+08:00

just hearing she saying something makes me happy..
had a great week..tml MOS..milkshake.
I am going with her.. =P
I am like addicted to her..
Her smile..her eyes..
Okay now i sounded like i cant do without her.. :(
well kinda.

JIA LUT..
Ytd i almost won 2k of voucher..BUT..i was late so i had to give up..
sad case but den i went to Herbal cafe & sinchi restraurant with the rest of the pioneer guys to go for lunch..Total bill for 2 table was like 2hundred plus..
ARH!! i am poor mice..running out of cash lo.. *sniggle*

I am falling deeply

2007-12-07T00:09:00.000+08:00

i am really falling deeply..
i cant help it..
smiling to myself each day..
i just want you to know..but i dare nt express it openly.
i want to walk a long distance together.us.

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2007-12-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

once you start you cant stop.
i guess its right.
i know its for real.
i am not discouraged
maybe one day ..
maybe i am just...
thinking to much

it aint good
i'm feeling it

just when i am sure
it just happen..

*fold a paper crane
and wish for a moment
when she start smiling happily
knowing where her future is.

i have been hitting town everyday
lol..but i am really very happy each day..
i really hope this carries on..
Forever

Wishing For Happiness For All

2007-12-03T01:07:00.001+08:00

Every one had been hurt in life.
Every one tried standing up..
Getting back on track..
Yet not all manage to do that..
Talks been going on
Tears have been rolling

Pain is all alway there
It just how u disperse
And end it ..like how it begin.
Life is a cycle ..
Human do the controlling
Its up to us..
Controlling our fates

swipe swipe

2007-11-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

Haha..spend ard 100 bucks more..Gotten myself a new belt from Domanchi. 2 more new shirt from Freshbox.. Gee..i am feeling cold these days..i am getting scared abit nervous..maybe i think too much..i am just worry..haiz..this is not good..

happy tired sleepy

2007-11-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

i had ran 20 km in 3 days..so proud of myself..but now i am freaking tired.
i had lots of decoration works to be done..
so lucky that i manage to skip the parade..
Gosh..if nt i will have to wear the NO 1 uniform.
Many would die for it.
but for me..I pass..
haha..
Okay..time to stop..
and start meditation..till dawn

Feeling guilt

2007-11-22T21:04:00.000+08:00

swipe swipe..in 2 transaction i spend ard 100 buck plus..gotten myself a pair of levis jean..its my first ever levis..haha..can call me miserable..haha.but i dun own a jean more then 200bucks.. one jean only given by my cousin. anyway..tml outing ...To SINGAPORE DISCOVERY CENTRE..What a "exciting" trip..haha..but it definately beats staying in camp..Freak i cant seem to be able to keep myself awake after lunch these days...but heck..Life is so good without worries..haha..Just enjoy every moment for now.

Pending thoughts

2007-11-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

In my mind there have been many things running tru it..
I am really sick of what things are going tru now..
I know i need to set things right..
Just that i just cant get started

I am so disappointed in myself.
My today is made up of yesterday sins.
I am sinking!!

Yet struggling to stay afloat!

Sunshine ray across the sky.

2007-11-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

argh..i might need some new clothes..
Who wants go with me?

Lots of things to be done before i clear my leaves before Dec 19.
haha..lots mean alots!
But then after the holiday mean my ORD coming nearing..
i need to plan for pioneer outing.

MONEY I NEED LOTSS OF THEM..
LOVE I NEED NONE OF THEM..

i was nv contented with life.

2007-11-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

Went pub on Friday night, after that to butter factory then to plush..finale back home.
It was nothing fun..

I have been thinking again.
Whats love? seeing friends crying over it..
yet unable to get out of it..

OK whatever..
Love is blind.
May them find what they wish.

Recalling back all the memories i had
I realised i had none.
The vague mist of everything
Let me start everything anew

Suddenly my surrounding turn so peaceful
Everything went dead silent
My mind went blank
I realised i had drunk a potion
"Forget"

With heavy lids i shut my eyes
Everything turn black
My gentle smile.

Free..

2007-11-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

What would you like to have for your last meal?
I would definitely like to have a meal whipped up by my mum.

I wanna watch the dandelions flying in the wind.
Till in to the late night the sky coated with stars.
Holding your hand warming it tru out the cold night.
The memories so real yet unaccomplished.

The future is in my hand
Never ending promises i made.
They will materialize..One day.
I am sure..
My smile forever.

alone

2007-11-08T14:47:00.000+08:00

its deepavali..off for me..actually wanted to go PLUSH..but i went to sleep cause i was so tired..woke up at 2am..to see my laptop screen ..window opened by some friends at JCnet..talking abt jay..after chatting awhile..i went back to lala land..woke up at 11am..geesh this the earlier i ever woke up on a holiday..now..i dunt ever know what i can do today..perhaps to trip to the deposit machine to deposit some cash..sign..my jay ticket from $198 turn in $138.. what the ..bleah..

I am still sitting on the window ledges..
Viewing from a angle that others dunt appreciate.
Waiting for the day you sit next to me..
Admiring the breath taking scenery

* its a dream*

7am to 1am

2007-11-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

sat was intensive ...my sweats were dripping tru out my whole body..damn ..all i hope now is my off!haha..

i found this song damn meaningful..
这街上太拥挤太多人有秘密玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去你脸上的情绪在还原那场雨这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿又斑驳了几句剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里电影院的座椅隔遥远的距离感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于描述我如何爱你你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对我努力在挽回一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对我最后才了解一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

Finally i realised..i used to be so wrong..
She nv let me down..for its me..
I nv had good quality time for her.
I am sorry.
May the happiness be with you.Forever.

It felt good..to be learning from your mistake.
Rather then to tell yourself, there is no mistake at all
Although Painful..i am tru.

NOW i realised humans still loaf loneliness..
they desire a companion..
There is no such thing as " i prefer single"
LOL..its perfectly alright..